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Devious Journal Entry

Wed Oct 28, 2009, 9:41 AM
I haven't done anything in a long time, so my taking an indefinite hiatus will not come as a big surprise. I am leaving (for now) due to several factors:

1 – My health is declining at an alarming rate. I’ve had several severe chest pains over the past 2 weeks and my everyday activities are not helping any (see below). Trying to turn things around, but as we all know once you’ve hit the bottom it takes FOREVER to get back to the top.

2 – I’m going back to school to get a degree in Graphic Design, but in order to get it I have to go through math, and I’m failing that miserably and suffering from anxiety attacks (which only add to my health issues). Yes I can take it again next semester, but I’m not even sure if I can make it with any teacher.

3 – My job sucks a huge sweaty donkey dick, but I can’t quit because we need the money. Believe me, I’d quit this fucking place in a damn heartbeat if me and my wife didn’t have a mortgage to deal with. The stress that my job places on me is also adding to my health concerns.

4 – Going through a painfully prolonged bout of art-block, which sucks as I have all these ideas flowing but not the will to put them into some sort of viable format. I start things and can’t finish them, either I go blank or I lose interest almost as soon as I’ve begun.

I am going to leave my gallery up, and in the future I will come on to update pictures and add more prints for sale, but on the whole I am going to be absent. I am going to keep my watch list intact, I’m just going to shut down all the notifications as I won’t be around that much to do anything about it.

I don’t know when I will be back, or if I will ever come back fulltime. I have a lot to do personally.

Via Con Dios…

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